I struggle with being a bit cynical and pessimistic when I write. I like to complain and vent. A lot. And most of it is better unheard. So, the silence on the blog means that I am adjusting to summer. The kids are home and they are struggling with change of schedule and habits. And I am too.
|Katherine, the chicken whisperer|
I remind myself that I adore my kids, that I have sacrificed and changed my entire lifestyle since they were born. I had them by choice and I even spent most of my younger years hoping to be a Mom.
As a friend said, "You can't send them back, right?" Nope and truly I wouldn't want to. But, these transitions are hard. I should be the calm in the storm but too often I am the storm itself.
As I implement my new schedule, I hope for the peace of planning and the smooth sailing of structure. Hopefully we can attain this before school starts up again.